Painting Overthoughts are racing feet are pacing fingers tracing “I love yous” and crooked hearts scrawled on my wallPainting Over
you drew them there so I would know how you felt when you said you couldn’t explain
with your puckered scars showing your lovely tears flowing down the cheeks I’ve kissed a million times
you drew them then but this is now I go over them again and again to try to get the
feeling back except that now I am the one who is crying tracing your lies and I think about dying after all what’s left to stay for when you’ve already lost every
Never Explainwhy try to relieve this congestion?Never Explain
the anger, pain, hurt, longing
that I have held down
it all fits perfectly into the hollow
that I have carved
nobody has noticed yet
how difficult this is for me
I couldn't begin to explain
living
how to live when you live
as I do
the air is receding
as the pressure swells
hate and fear
restricting
myself
I cannot tell you what this is
the fall
was never easy
for me
I couldn't begin to explain
falling
how to fall when you fall
as I do
ConclusionsAll of the tears and the blood and theConclusions
anger have diluted my mind someone finally figured out that everything I say
is a lie at some point anyways who ever really needs to know the truth? Nobody wants to be
loved
by me Present myself with no respect so you don’t even have to bother
thinking up a judgement
To Fitit is beautiful when two bodies flawless in their obvious defects fit together so perfectly the motions are graceful the feelings are explosions behind our closed eyes we’re perfectTo Fit
it should mean forever to share this but
you
took it away wrong to have
given it wrong to have said “I love you” it should mean
forever when you say
“I love you too”
it was perfect to fit together for that time when you pretended that we &
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